What Am I Doing With My Life?
So, I’m moving to Long Beach next month. Why? Don’t really know. What am I gonna do once I’m there? Not really sure. Do I know anyone who lives there? Nope.
When I first made the decision to move, not having an answer to the questions didn’t bother me, but as I get closer to the move, I can’t help but wonder what the fuck I’m doing.
Okay, let’s plot this out. I know that I hate where I’m living right now. Why are you living in a place you resent Ellie? It was a series of unfortunate events. I know that’s not enough to explain how I’m here, but let’s just leave it at that for now… In the meantime, it’s gotten bad. I hardly leave my house anymore. Yep. I’ve gone full on recluse. Every time I leave house I just get mad at the way everything functions here.
And, no, it’s not fair. If the people I live around want...